It was 12:30 a.m. in Paris before the womenâs gymnastics team finals at the 2024 Olympic Games, and Sunisa âSuniâ Lee was at the tail end of a mental breakdown.
âItâs like a ritual,â the 21-year-old Glamour Woman of the Year says over Zoom from her apartment in Minnesota. If Lee doesnât have a good cry the night before a competition, she says, people close to her know something is really wrong. Jordan Chiles must have forgotten that part of her Olympic Village roommateâs routine. âShe was like, âIâm gonna go get Simone.ââ
Yes, Simone Biles. Not many people would wake up the most decorated gymnast in history (herself a past Woman of the Year) to deliver a pep talk the night before her own highly publicized Olympic return. And yetâalthough Lee implored Chiles to let the GOAT sleepâthe gymnast knocked on Bilesâs door anyway: âSimone, Suniâs panicking.â
The pressure to deliver another gold medal after the 2020 Tokyo Games (which were held in 2021 due to the COVID 19 pandemic) had become so intense that Lee needed to be reminded she had secured the all-around title just three years agoâthe first Asian American athlete to do so. Bilesâs midnight advice? âYou need to walk around like youâre the reigning Olympic champion, and you need to own it. You need to remind yourself that youâre good enough, and you are on this team for a reason.â
Hours later Suni Lee helped lead Team USA to gold in that team final, earning the groupâs top score on the uneven bars and matching the number one of the night on the balance beam. In the days that followed, sheâd take home two more individual bronze medals: one for the uneven bars and another for all-around. âBeing at the Olympics really made me fall back in love with the sport,â she says.
Comeback stories donât usually start with taking home gold at the Olympics, but Leeâs triumphs in Tokyo three years ago came after Biles unexpectedly withdrew from the competition. Despite winning gold in the all-around and leading Team USA to silver, Lee didnât think she deserved her winsâa mindset further fueled by social media. Comments in the vein of âIf Simone hadnât pulled out, sheâd have wonâ played on a loop in Leeâs head.
This anxiety wasnât just fed by anonymous avatars on social media. Leeâs former Tokyo teammate MyKayla Skinner recently faced backlash for disparaging comments about the 2024 Olympic roster ahead of the Games. âBesides Simone, I feel like the talent and the depth just isnât like what it used to be,â Skinner said in a since-deleted YouTube video, per the New York Post. âObviously, a lot of girls donât work as hard. The girls just donât have the work ethic.â
The Golden Girlsâas Lee, Biles, and their teammates called themselvesâlet their gold medal (and some pointed Instagram comments) speak for them, but Lee was understandably hurt by Skinnerâs words. âWe have a lot of love for her, but itâs frustrating to see her put us down because she knows, basically, about every single thing that weâve all been through,â Lee says. âIt was more annoying because of all the things that Iâve been through.â (For her part, Skinner addressed the backlash and clarified and apologized for her comments.)
In the year leading up to Paris, Lee had been dealing with much more than imposter syndrome and snarky comments: Just before she turned 20 in early 2023, her life changed overnight. âI woke up and my face was so swollen, my bodyâI looked in the mirror and knew something was wrong,â Lee says. During practice her fingers barely fit into her grips, and she couldnât lift her own body. âIt literally felt like I had an eight-pound vest on, and I was trying to chuck myself over the bar.â